I'm spending Saturday at HOME. ARGH. So bored. Did a question from the POA Swiss Cottage paper and gave up. School's gradually sucking the life out of me. I'm lethergic, but I can't seem to get to sleep. It's TORTURE.

However, some may argue that (so argumentative essay. dx) I'm hardly under half the pressure others face. Think the scholars. Think Eden. Then think me. The me who daydreams in class, the me who tells and listens to lame jokes during night study and gets nothing done, and the me who skipped maths remedial today just to sleep in late (it's the same me who still woke up at 8 though. yucks).

Stress? It doesn't show in my face anyway.




I asked Ray to collect maths notes for me today. Hope he remembers.




How long has it been since I last played pool? I miss it. ): I bet I'll reek at it now. ARGH again. ARGH somemore.

I'm such a complainer. (:




We spied on Mr Eng surfing forums containing mildly-adult material. He didn't know. 4V seems to have done the same thing! Haha. Gabby said some guys snuck round the teacher's table to the comp while he was writing notes on the board. Then someone asked Eng what he does with the comp and his reply was "Finding notes for physics." LOL. ROFFLES.



I keep thinking things will look up. Haha. I've become from pessimist to over-optimist.
That might not be a good thing...
...says the pessimist part of me. (:





Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me.

Only God matters to me now. (: I'm back on track.

I guess that was just what you wanted after all.

I'm Benjamin, God's little kid. I should want nothing more than that.

Left the ground
in black and white
And when the plane went down,
the colours all around
I know by now,
the marching slide
And still I can't get out, she's all I think about
Can't let her go
It's who you know

We came down to watch the world walk by
and all she found was trouble in my eyes
From the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go

She moves fast,
takes control and like a heart attack I know I can't turn back
And time just passed,
nights moved slow
And she was all I had, I thought I'd never last
Can't let her go
It's who you know

We came down to watch the world walk by
and all she found was trouble in my eyes
From the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go

(Let her go)

We came down to watch the world walk by
and all she found was trouble in my eyes
From the sky she pulled me down tonight

She calls out the farther that I fly
I love that sound so give me one more line
And from the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go

Let her go
Let her go

[Rough Landing, Holly - Yellowcard]

My dad grounded me! THE HUMANITY. Sigh. Nothing good ever comes out of TMP sessions. All adults warp the truth. It's a fact. (:

At least my dad let me go out and watch Pirates of the Caribbean tomorrow. That's a plus. :DD




Yesterday the whole Shooting Club had dinner together. So I was excused from night study. (: maybe not a good thing though. Now I'll not get any homework done till Monday's night study. -,- nevertheless I had fun at dinner. It was a Seoul Garden-like place. AND THE SIZZLING BUTTER ATTACKED ME AT LEAST 16 000 TIMES. Grrr. =O then me Gabby Ee Kat Cavin JJ CS LW went to play a game of dota while Eeyen watched and talked to someone on the phone. Lousy game lah. Ee snatched Kat's Razor and fed on her. >=( then fed on ME after he got pumped. The AUDACITY. *cries* the game lasted like 15 minutes after ee and gabby started to eat us alive, then we ended. For it was late. My score sucked. Sad sad sad sad sad. Cry lah.



Oh yes, I got this wonderful pen from the club simply because I'm a senior. I mean, the only thing I contributed to the club was attendence lah. lah lah lah. So touching. And it was a Parker pen. With TEMASEK SHOOTING CLUB on it. Expensive stuff. |':



"We came down to watch the world walk by
and all she found was trouble in my eyes.
From the sky she pulled me down tonight,
let her go..."

ITALY WON! EAT THAT. HAH. :D

Night study rocks, lah. (:




All the same I'm super happy that tomorrow I can take a break from it all! yay for teacher meetings.




I got all my homework done except for POA. Some MCQ paper. I don't wanna do it now! It's so late, I'm half-dead, and I want MY SLEEP! Anyway, I'm sure Ms. Soh's $1-per-undone-question applies to the MCQ lah. So. ya. (:




I'm starting to dislike physics. It's actually not that bad but although I'm not getting worse at it I'm not getting any better. It's POINTLESS. DROP! )):




Haven't been blogging much lately. Too Tired To Think every night. Anyway, no point updating a blog nobody frequents. ):

Prove me wrong. TAG!

James 4:2
You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God.

i found it! ^^







went to my great-grandma's wake today. we did some ritual then circled the coffin, etc. i must have carried 3 or 4 joss sticks. argh.

altogether we must have made like 9 rounds around the coffin, but i only dared to look in once. my great-grandma looked so peaceful. i hope i get to die like that too.

life is so unpredictable.






YED1 has a convert, at long last! he's alfonso, aloy's bro. ^^






i'm super tired but i dont feel like sleeping. chocolate day is tomorrow but i cant go, 'cause the funeral is tomorrow. =(






cheer up, x. ((: